My daughter said the same about the school, it really did have a lovely feel.
We have also said if not successful this year she can try again if she wants too. It might be she goes to school locally and can’t see herself moving. We would need a MDS place so have made it very clear from the beginning even if she gets in, without funding it just won’t be possible. So she knows it is a very slim chance and has tried not to think about it too much, but this long wait has definitely made that harder. Would just be lovely to get the good news though, wouldn’t it!