toefondue

Told I have "potential" by qualified teachers but my dancing is ugly and weak. I don't get it. No prestigous dance schools. I wish God would just tell me if he wants me to dance professionally. How am I supposed to get good enough in one and a half years. I want to give up if God doesn't want me to go pro. Embarrassed about my dancing when taking classes from professionals and when auditioning for summer intensives. It's expensive and I have to pay for a large part of tuition, all of my pointe shoes, all leos and tights etc., and all summer intensives (not financial trouble, just a family rule so we're not surpised as adults). Working two or three times a week on top of school is a lot. Please help. Especially if you feel like God wants you to tell me something. Thanks.

I have a long neck and arms that are on the longer side. I also have a little bit of a naturally hypermobile back, but that's actually more of a drawback because my core isn't very stable. Sadly for me, my feet are not very flexible, and being so low profile, they look especially bad in certain models of flat shoes (not their fault, just how my feet are).