Thank you all for your support I will look at the other topic on going back to ballet. Pirouette discussion would help me greatly! The main problem I have is I know what to but doing them is a big problem! I think it is my technique as mine have never been that good.
Anjuli_Bai- Thank you for your kind words. I have been comparing myself to what I used to be able to do and what I can do now.. I guess I half assumed I would fall back into ballet easily, when this hasn't been the case.
Lin MM- Ballet is a purely a hobbie, I am not the right height or shape for anything serious. Although I like it as only a hobbie as then I will never get bored of dancing